Thursday, March 20, 2008


"There’s a mouse in the cupboard that nibbles your crumbs
And you talk to him every night
You say, “Hey, Mr. Whiskers, I’m bored and I’m numb
You can stay if you just treat me right.”
Just last year you were fortunate baby
And your friends circled around you in groves
Are they thinking of you? Maybe just maybe
But not a one has bothered to phone
Tell me where oh where did they go

"When your family calls you make nice to them all
And assure them you’re fine and you’re great

Then you cry in the bath, cry so hard that you laugh
Then you watch television til late
Who do you need? Nobody.
You’re lucky nobody’s around

I can pour my own drinks
No thanks, Mister. Go on, and get out of town..."

Sometimes I wonder if this song was written about me, sometimes I wonder if I have any friends, the friends I do have I often wonder if they even really like me, or just tolerate me when I randomly call them, or grace them with my presence. I don't really have anyone I hang out with, and I haven't for quite some time now.

Sometimes I wonder if you really need friends? Perhaps these thoughts are me trying to justify my coolness and convince myself that friends don't define cool (meaning the more friends you have, the cooler you are). Sometimes I can't blame people for not wanting to be around me. Sometimes I think that as long as Hannah wants to kick it with me, then I am good to go.

Sometimes I wonder if anyone even reads my blog. Sometimes I wonder if it even matters if anyone reads my blog.

Sometimes I wonder...

(Song is by Bishop Allen and the title is "The News From Your Bed")


  1. I feel the same way!! I'm sorry to learn that you do too. :( I love you and am so proud of you!


  2. Well gee thanks. I am glad that you feel like only Hannah matters.

  3. BTW You sure look handsome in that photo. ;-)


  4. one day we'll hang out...when i'm not lame...

  5. Doubt that ever happening tattoo.


  6. Sorry, I haven't been reading your blog lately, but thanks for introducing me to that song- it sounds cool. We all feel that way at times, but that is what keeps our heads from ballooning with pride or arrogance or something, I guess. But yes, you have sweet Hsnnah who will be your friend no matter what!


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